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Re: my poetry
« Reply #20 on Apr 15, 2005, 5:26pm »

Aww. They all seem so sad.

Are these based on experiences or what?

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Re: my poetry
« Reply #21 on Apr 18, 2005, 12:14pm »

*sighs* that set is about my online bf. we were togehter, we broke up, were now back together, but I dont know if its gonna work or not...*sighs*

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Re: my poetry
« Reply #22 on Apr 19, 2005, 5:30pm »

Oh.

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Re: my poetry
« Reply #23 on Apr 20, 2005, 9:13am »

*sighs* yeah. and lindy is out of town, so I cant even talk with her. ::)

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Re: my poetry
« Reply #24 on Apr 22, 2005, 12:58pm »

new ones! Linkin Park is awesome inspiration, has anyone else noticed?

Why does the world
Call me pretty,
Why does the world
Think I'm good?
My soul is angry
My heart is screaming
For everyone to see
Who I am…<br>Not my lie
Of a person,
Who I masquerade as,
A good student
Smart and mature,
I want to scream
I want to wail
I want to sing
Heavy rock
And jump
From the top floor,
Smashing myself
In the heat of the moment-
“Enthusiastic”<br>People call me,
“Sweet”<br>Is what they label me-
No one sees
That’s not me,
Maybe once was,
But no more.
I’ve been tainted
By unknown ink,
Coloring my white heart
In sloppily.
Not coloring inside
The lines
Like
I’ve been taught.
I'm no longer
The precious
Little girl
Eager to please
And always there
To help.
Help me kill myself,
Then Ill help.
Does that work?
I want to die,
Leave this place
Full of pain.
No one can help me
With myself….
I'm ugly and
Scarred
So
Leave
Me
To
My
Misery
In
Peace
Wont you?
Give me a knife
And let me sleep
Forever.

****

I'm lost inside
My lie
Of a life-
I don’t live
I act.
I lie,
There is no me,
I left sometime
Long ago.
I can’t name a date,
But I left on that day,
And I don’t think Ill
Ever return.
I left myself
Without a
Forwarding address,
Now I'm alone
In someone’s life
I don’t know.
It’s so hard
To pick up the pieces
And start again.
Lost between
Who I was
And
Who I want to be,
I'm hanging,
Slipping,
Going to fall,
Who will catch me then?

****

Where am I?
I want to
Jump the wall
Of pretending,
I want to
Leave the region
Of lies.
My world has shrunk
And expanded,
And I hurt
With each stretch.
Longing to be known
As tough and old,
Feeling younger and
Smaller
Than I ever did,
All Ive done is
Multiplied
My swear words,
And lost my innocence.
I'm not tough,
I'm weaker
Than I ever was.
I'm not confident,
It’s all part of my act-
I'm tired of
Charades,
Can’t we play?
Tag?
Tag me,
And take me
Back to
The world
I used to know.

****

My lies are ugly,
Everyone elses
Are worse,
Where can I go
To escape
The ugliness
In the world
When its inside me,
Infecting me
Like a dirty virus
I cant explain
I don’t have the words,
But it doesn’t matter
Anyways
Because no one
Would listen
Anyways
They all
Have an image of me
That isn’t me
But I lied
And told them
It was
Now they cant
See me
And they wont believe me
When I say
I'm not her.

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Re: my poetry
« Reply #25 on May 15, 2005, 11:16am »

wow

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Re: my poetry
« Reply #26 on May 31, 2005, 2:12pm »

my snow-white arm
calling for blood,
my racing heart
denying rational thought,
I can do it,
I can cut out all my pain,
I can shove it aside,
and focus on a
two inch plane
on my left arm.
I can put away all my
mental hurt,
all my emotional problems,
all my pain avert...
I press down harder,
the cold kiss of blade,
seducing me, though I'm afraid,
I slowly slide the
inch and a half razor
over my skin,
gasping with pain and pleasure
as it slides right in,
drawing blood
that trickles down,
reminding
me
I'm
human.

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